@lori58, it sounds like your boyfriend is a fighter and so are you. As you said "He has a huge fight, and he doesn’t give up easily. And we are in this to the end." He's lucky to have you by his side for this rough ride.

I just want you to know it's okay to have pity days and to vent here too. As you support him, the community here offers its support to you. How are you doing today?