I had one relapse and was lucky didn’t get another one although had so many scares over the course of 8 months. I was referencing post c Diff I had big volume stools and multiple times per day. It took a year for my colon to settle and feel somewhat normal again. I wouldn’t say I am back to 100% but much better than when I was sick. I know what you mean the c Diff changed me as well and had to see a therapist for the anxiety I had all over. I lived in hell but hang in there it will pass. Go get tested if your doctor is suggesting it it will make you feel better! Get well and keep us posted!