i totally understand. I was almost totally paralyzed. The only thing i could still do is barely feed myself. That was it. I could hardly talk because my face was paralyzed as well and I was 3 weeks pregnant, which I didn't know until admitted to hospital. (Had a beautful daughter 9 months later and she was ok. Dr had suggrsted abortion but I was not into to that) Spent 30 days in hospital and then took two years to totally get over it. So when i had Covid it took 2 months to totally get over it so comparing the two covid was the easiest to recover from. So I wanted to be sure i wanted to risk the vaccine. So i totally understand the caution in considering the vaccine. For me it has been fine.