@jgraber Thanks for your kind response. I have been talking to a therapist who understands mourning the sudden loss of function, and in a way, of our old identity. We need to build a new life around our disability, but grieving our old mobile and easily active life is part of that process. We can't stay in that sadness but we have to accept it and go through it. Then we can look at what we can do, instead of looking back at what we can no longer do. I am in the middle of that process, I think. @efgh1020