Thank you 🙏 very kindly for your kind words and feed back xxx my first appointment with an neurosurgeon he told me I was okay and all good 🙁 so this is my second opinion with this neurosurgeon and I had to pay out of pocket which is difficult for me I am on my own and not working my husband passed away in 2019 and my job in childcare I cannot go back to full time as the way I feel now and if go to out patients ( public ) is what it is called here in Australia I most probably get the same surgeon I see in the first place (: and if I see another surgeon out of pocket you have to be in health insurance for them to see you so that won’t happen for me I cannot afford health insurance xx it’s a struggle I know my self how I feel and they don’t seem to listen unless I fit into their box of what is right I understand exactly what you are saying this is why I talk to people like you who understand what I am going through I will try and get to see another public hospital doctor but I don’t have many options to go to xxx take care and be safe xxxx