Hello Joanne I just had to write to you. Even though my situation is different than yours, my heart goes out to you. I was given an antibiotic that wreaked havoc in my body. Clyndamycin was prescribed for a dental issue that left me with a bacteria called C-diff. I truly thought I was going to die. I was very sick. Then I was given Vancomycin to fight the C-diff. I was terrified to take another antibiotic. It did work though and got rid of the C-diff. But I've been left with having to rely on meds (laxatives) to have any elimination. I understand how you feel like your life revolves around this issue and sometimes it's terrifying. I understand. I hope that someone writes back to you that has experienced what you are going through specifically. I kept reading and writing about my issue and I had a lady respond to me about what her son has gone through and I'm now beginning a regimen that worked for her son, and he spent two decades trying to find something that worked. I'm hopeful. And I'm hopeful for you that someone reaches out to you. Sometimes the patients and their experiences can be more helpful than the doctors. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Jacque