@basslakebabe19 ....and I have tinnitus and eustachian tube pain every day already: not complaining (well maybe a bit) but with glaucoma and other things I get feeling sorry for myself, but more than that I get "scared" and dont want to get any more to deal with, but we don't seem to have a choice do we? As I say and probably others feel this way, at my age and after all I have accomplished (normal stuff) over my life its very disheartening and depressing not to be able to cope.... J.