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@becsbuddy and everyone: thank you and I hesitated to write that .. not very encouraging or positive but the story is long and many winding roads .. no drugs or alcohol ... illness and depression and now older I don't seem to have the strength to overcome... everyone is helping me whether they realize it or not... but this has been a very bad few years and never before staying in my bedroom, ever.... and I can't seem to get over it .... I wont write more because could go on and on but today is extremely dark, as many days recently.... and family tired of my not pursuing anti depresssants, but am on Rivotril, but have had issues in the past. I would pay someone to help me.... I have appt. end of May with psychotherapist so maybe can hold on til then... hugs through my tears, June

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Hi June, I hope that today is less dark than yesterday and that the well is less deep. It's May already and finally. Slowly my surroundings are getting greener. I love to see the spring flowers. My forsythia is in full bloom and the tulips are starting to open. It brings such hope after a long winter. Are you seeing the signs of rejuvenation around you, too?

May also means it is only a matter of weeks until you see a specialist. I'm glad that you have taken this step and that you are seeking guidance.

How are you doing today?

@lacy2 I am glad to see that you are reaching out to your friends on Mayo Connect. Every little bit helps. Remember, every journey begins with a single step!
May I ask why you’ve resisted using antidepressants? When I started taking them, I was sure that it was a sign of weakness, but have since learned that they are really a lifesaver. I would never have been able to deal with my autoimmune disease if I didn’t have the support of antidepressants.
Do you think you might reconsider?