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That may help people Have you thought of telling a minister/priest just to talk to?that might help. I don't know if your religious or not but when I have a problem and don't talk to anyone else about it I read the Bible ,meditate on it sleep on this and usually the next day I find the solution ,others who have experienced this kind of problem those who have PTSD might be better to talk with you Everyone is different in how they handle things hope some of my suggestions may help Be save