Wow! Thanks . I feel so alone and I’m shocked to know that I’m not and how many of us are suffering . I had my left knee TkR in December and I went through the same stuff including the part about my therapist hurt me . I have no therapy visits left for the year to go anywhere else plus my right knee needs replaced . I’m terrified at that thought and the pain is bad and my surgical knee bends 105 . I’m so tired from lack of sleep . I’m reading too and looking up information to help myself . I’m trying things for self help . I’m pretty frustrated at this point . I thought the knee replacement was going to give me a piece of my life back not take it away . I’m trying . Thanks for sharing .