@schindler,

I would encourage you to check out the support groups. Support is so very important when you are dealing with a chronic illness like metastatic breast cancer. You will meet others in these support groups who will have similar concerns as you do and it will help you to learn coping skills and how to find some happiness in the midst of it all. You will also feel less alone, which is important right now.

Give the support groups that @colleenyoung mentioned a try and see how it works for you. I would also like to invite @trixie1313 to this discussion. She is active in the breast cancer discussion group.

Will you report back with an update as to how you are doing?