@grandmar so enjoyed reading your spotlight!!! I cried reading it. And you are so correct that it is much easier opening up to people you don't know.. I have a great family, very supportive and love them dearly. But I know there is a lot they don't understand and it's hard for them to relate. Sometimes I think they think that they understand,. but just to give one example. I started out having a bad day and said to my boyfriend this morning, I am having a very hard time breathing today. He immediately said " I know! Me too! I walked in the barn and it was all closed up and stuffie ! I know he means well and I love him but!! Connecting with people who really understand what your going through is a gift. God bless you and this web site🙂🙂🙂