First off, I had no idea that John Adams was probably bipolar, that’s an interesting fact! And to preface the rest of my response, you weren’t too direct and was amazing! Thanks for responding. I am on my parents insurance, and because our primary care is provided by our insurance they would definitely know if I went to see them. That last sentence answers the next question, as I don’t have my own primary care, as I’ve only been 18 for a short amount of time. I know for a fact that if I came to my parents with concern from a professional, they’d respond great, but I’m not sure how to do that without them knowing. I’ll check out the google hotline as well as look into free options not related to insurance, because those seem to be my only options. Thank you for responding and for just being so kind overall!