@ta52- Yes, you sure are lucky. That's what we need to do is to be thankful for all that we do have. I know, it sounds touchy-feely but when you have cancer, touchy-feely works. After I recovered from my first cancer I had 10 wonderful years of no cancer and I traveled to Europe and went to Paris for the first of 3 trips. I changed my life totally around. I have to rely on why I made my changes to keep me going, especially after 10 years when I had to do it again, and then 4 more times.