Thank you Merry. Love your feedback. When I had squamous cell carcinoma of the anal canal, with surgery, radiation and chemo, it never occurred to me it would come back 13 years later as cervix cancer. Now this is a real wake up call and I have to get my mojo back. The Share Cancer Group gave me some good ideas too, ie. exercise movement after cancer, moving for life, and physical therapy. Trying also to combine weight watchers with high protein diet after sepsis and anemia - that's hard for sure LOL. I don't worry because I thought this time around was it - so I did all the planning, talked to my minister, got my affairs in order - so now I am going to do some of the above, feed my beloved geese on the lake, and volunteer at Challenge to teach some life skills to children who need help. I'm not done yet and if I get another 13 years, I'll be 86 years old! I'm happy! Gina