I don’t like to take the muscles relaxers either but sometimes I lose the battle and have to take them. PT only made it worse for me to walk. I am trying to find a happy medium on what to do and how long to do it. I had a break down today and I’m not sure who has it worse me or my husband as he doesn’t know what to do or how to fix it. (Which we know it can’t be fixed) I seriously sympathize for you and even if I can’t help you I am always here you can talk to, cry, scream or hell throw a fit- just so you know if you feel weird doing that I’ll just join in so you don’t feel awkward 🤣🤣🤣. Stay Strong and don’t let this fight WIN!!!