I block out what people are telling me because of an abusive childhood. Anxiety wells up and I'm afraid of what bad things they might say. I also hate like I'm going to feel overwhelmed. My anger toward people in general is also out of control. I think I'm losing it unless I'm in very calm environment. That's hard to find! Can anyone relate? PS: What does mild cognitive imparment mean? Could I have that too after all these years? Maria.