@markwroberts Thanks so much for responding! You’ve eased my mind already. I remember Cytoxan as a very powerful drug that caused lots of side effects. My real problem, I think, is that I just can’t come to terms with having the autoimmune disease in the first place . I know I have to accept the disease and treatment , so I can get on with life. You letter has helped, thank you.
We’re you able to get your disease quickly diagnosed or was it a long process? Autoimmune diseases are just no fun!