I understand in a remote way what you are going through. My friend had OCD and many in my family had rejected her. She was a good person. I also feel that her church did not help her. I wish I could extend to you the feelings I have for your loneliness and rejection. Have you considered going to another church? My friend who did not receive any consolation from her former church decided to attend a different church and found people who understood her and is now receiving friendship and understanding. Good luck and God Bless.