@victor328 Just to clarify, do you feel like a shell? Kind of like an empty mollusk shell one might find on a beach? You know you are there, but feel removed from everything. Nothing angers you, amuses you, irritates you; you just are. You are not discontent, hungry, thirsty, bored, you are just there. Is that about right? Because I know that feeling. I have no answers for you, but if you want to change this somehow, I would start with talk therapy.