I guess I give into the feelingS because I feel better after I return them. I feel great going out and getting things because it makes me feel like I accomplished something big but than when I get home i usually just get rid of them because it starts to eat at me the feeling of having them. This happens every time I try to venture out and accomplish this big task. I Wish I could find a way to calm myself and not give in so easily. But I’m a very impatient person so it’s a very hard thing to do.