Thank you. I realized I had not put my stage 4 kidney Dz in w/ my list of conditions. Yes, I am truly blessed. I have my spiritual side and my human side. My humand side has a tolerance and too often I'm at the threshhold; overwhelmed, going to lose it. So far, with God's help and my understanding of my experience and this life being so temporary, I can receive peace from the truth of God's word. Tisn't easy! By the grace of God go I!