@brayimee I am so sorry to hear of the ongoing mix of strange symptoms you are experiencing. You want answers and that is understandable. I would like you to enlist the help of @johnbishop to research one of the medications you are on as the potential cause of some of your symptoms. Have him research the medication Xanax (alprazolam). I have read about people who take this medication and experience these strange symptoms . It has to do with it being a very potent medication but also short acting. You may very well be experiencing daily withdrawal symptoms. Google Dr Christine Huff in the Dallas/Ft Worth area. Read about her story. educate yourself about this problem. Then talk with your doctor about how to safely discontinue the use of Xanax and come up with a plan to manage your 2 cousins (anxiety and depression) . You will get through this so start now by enlisting the help of loved ones. You have a huge fan club here,everyone only wants whats best for you.