I had my first day of chemo today (AC) and I feel horrible. It might be worse because they said I would most likely feel good today and tomorrow but I feel horrible. Haven’t thrown up but man I have been close and kinda feeling like it would be better if I did. Thinking work probably isn’t going to happen and that makes life really difficult. My mom says everything that is truly important will still be here 6 months from now when this is over. Except here might not be here cause I’m not sure we will be able to keep our house 😂. Oh well I will take it a day at a time.