Wow this is disconcerting. It is truly mind-boggling how many things have been turned upside down by Covid19. We are a social species and Covid affects that socialness right at its roots. Rachel I can only add my own sympathy to that of the others who have posted already. As you already said, it's obviously meant to be. We can't keep from our plans being unexpectedly and unceremoniously axed sometimes, all we can do is try our best and leave the results in God's hands. Hang in there and best to you from us both, Hank & Linda