@clutch of course. Depression is a horrible hell that many do not understand, so I want to share my experiences so we can all help one another. As far as the ketamine, I have been on .5-1.0 mg. of Klonopin for a long time, and both ketamine clinics I've gone to have not problem with that. I know there has been some research done on the interaction of benzos with ketamine, and how it can be a problem. But it's not widely proven. Perhaps you could seek out another ketamine clinic? One time I had a bad trip and the clinic even gave me ativan while I was there. I still don't know if my TMS worked; maybe it has? Hang in there. I know this is a very difficult journey and know someone is thinking about you.

Clutch, I'm wondering how you are doing now. It sounds like your 36 TMS treatments did not make too much of a difference. Checking in to see how you are doing now.