@nawras I was molested by my brother-in-law and my sister found out. They have been divorced for years. I wrote a long passage earlier. He is the one that will pay for it. I feel so bad, because you did not have support. He also molested my older sister and in those days she had to be at the divorce proceedings to testify. It must have been hard for you and still seems to be hard for you. Have you gone to counseling. I lived on counseling for years. A lot of stuff has gone on in my family, but at least I had support. I wish you to be able to live a normal life and put it all behind you. That's what I did, except for the death of my 11 day husband and our friend. They are in my heart and it's been 50 years. Can hardly believe it, I can see them as clear as day. I was only 18. I hope things are better for you. Blessings