Lori, how awful to have experienced relief up to as much as 50% and enjoyed feeling that relief and now to have to face until at least July 9th without it. Miserable! Linda wanted me to tell you that she understands this completely, that it's like leaving a terrible job that you absolutely HATE, and go away for two weeks on the most wonderful vacation where you are relaxed and having so much fun, and then to have to come back home and face everything again including that job! Anyway, that is her analogy to what happens when you get relief and then have to go back to the drudge. When she smokes MJ (no legal THC here) and has a nice shot of bourbon in her favorite spiked seltzer, she says she feels so buoyant that she becomes a different person, even sits up straighter. But then later (or the next day) she's right back in it. And it is such a letdown. All of this is just her way of telling you to hang in there, you will be back to the better times eventually (hopefully by 7/9) and maybe you don't have to return to the drudge. We are getting ready to have our own little party for YOU when this happen!!!. Best, Hank