@mayofeb2020- I think that my phrasing might have made my post confusing. I'll editi it. Thanks.

I was sick in December, January and February. So, I had a doctor's appointment March 12 which is in the hospital. I did go to that appointment. That's the last place I have been. I have been hibernating. I watch a lot of Netflix. I read the Bible each day online. I am trying to read it all the way. I have never actually completed it but I do belong to a Bible study group. I think it's been 20 years or close. I don't work and have no children at home. My nose is blocked most of the time. I think I'm allergic to my dogs but I will not get rid of them. They are my companion dogs. I talk to them like they were a person sometimes. They love company but we never have any. My children rarely ever come to visit. I have a grandson who is on drugs. I love him dearly but when he comes to visit, I feed him and then he always asks for money. Never fails. I love this boy so very much. His mother passed at age 49 from drinking and maybe drugs. It breaks my heart. Maybe I shouldn't say all this but my dogs already know. This may be out of order. If so, I am sorry.