I, too, suffered from depression/anxiety for decades until God led me to the right Dr. for me, a NeuroPsychiatrist, she correctly diagnosed my problem (Bipolar) and prescribed the correct med for me (Lithium, had to be brand name of Lithobid). I'm very sensitive to meds! She stuck with me and worked with me--that's very important in your doctor. The only other thing which I sense you are doing, is to never quit taking a med unless you talk to your Dr. first. I know from my exp. that God will see you through this--Pray and I will pray, too. I've been been taking my med and symptom free 33 years! Bless you!