@rwinney Hi again, Rachel. Your responses to me made me cry. You have one kind physical therapist to see you today. I hope that somehow, you feel better from going. Yesterday, I was filled with CBD oil and marijuana all day long, reflecting on how bizarre it was, and how I could not imagine ever enjoying marijuana. It does help with pain, and I would be nuts without it, but I am nuts with it, as well. Just trading walnuts, for pistachios, so to speak. This is a perfect example of not being able to just give in, and go with it. Let the river wind as it wishes.....Today, if I wind up needing marijuana all day, I want a different journey. One that just sails peacefully in the waters....that is my goal. I wish you release from pain. I wish you to love yourself, how you are. We all belong to God, in the end...….Lori Renee