@marjou... Now is not the time to make any decisions you are not 100% comfortable with. I met a gentleman almost 10 years ago, my friends always question why we weren't married or even live together but we're just happy with the way we are. We are not self quarantined together, we text and talk on the phone. I agree that I get lonely and even depressed sometimes and I have to remind myself there are many out there feeling the same way. Tell your gentleman friend 'absence makes the heart grows fonder' and see what he says. Be strong and be safe.