@lioness You agree with me about taking pain pills. My sister had bad depression before all this, but when I talk to her she sounds good. She knew efore the doctor told her she wasn't going to get any better from the stroke. I really feel for her, but she could control her pain better. She fell last month and tore her rotator cuff on her right shoulder. She can't have surgery because the stroke hit her left side and she would be too off balanced. Of course she could go to someplace to recover. Take care my lioness. You are a special person.