Hello @adk, Welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. In my humble opinion, it is easy to sell ourselves short in difficult times. You mention what to do with a culmination of this five years work. I'm really not sure what you are referring to but maybe it's just a simple matter of trying to learn from the past and do better in the future. I have always tried to learn from the mistakes I've made in the past...not to say that I haven't repeated some of those mistakes. 🙂 May tomorrow and the following days be better for you than today.