@sakota9 I loved your post and know what you mean, especially not feeling up doing things, like pulling weeds. I love your humor in this time of stress and most of all I like your blessings we have, a smile on your face and GOD'S love with family by our side. AND I'M IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE! I'm having surgery at Mayo for my back on June 9th. Looking forward and anxious at the same time. I have been in a lot of pain so really can't wait, had to wait extra long time anyway. I know God will watch over me. Love to you.