Thank you so much!!!!

One doctor has suspected (benign) MS based on MRI and EEG and sent me to this doctor for lumbar puncture. But as I said, I have no new spots on my brain. I have had multiple concussions during childhood without losing consciousness. Once fell straight on top of my head with 20-40km/h in primary school.(suppose, I was in the car with my legs up and fell when the driver stepped on brake)

When I get very tired(late in the day) and I‘m talking a lot, especially while trying to retrieve things from memory, I experience these memory lapses. Continuing to explain to others that i don‘t remember what I am doing and I‘m confused, fells like will overexert my brain and i wait for it to pass for 5-15 seconds. I once tried to explain to my mum why I stopped talking and I mildly mumbled my words for a few seconds like a drunk person. I don’t lose consciousness but it‘s like my mind stops thinking. I can only see and hear, that‘s all. As if you would try to not think about anything and you normally can‘t do that, but my mind does that for 5-15 seconds. I can at most tell you that I‘m unwell and confused and nothing more.

One of the problems is that I‘m a patient living in eastern europe and out state health care system is very flawed. After I had told her that psychiatric problems do not exclude other illness, and my depression is also affected by not being taken seriously, she stopped a bit and agreed to schedule me in 3 weeks for blood tests and such, but i‘ve completely lost trust in her considering what happened. I’ll go to a psychiatrist, after someone looks at my EEG for more than 5 seconds and tells me that i can cause these measurable results with my depression, and I‘ll believe that. Actually having the understanding and support of my family i‘m feeling a lot better mentally than I was feeling past days.

I‘m feeling dizzy right now when I try to recall everything. Two weeks ago I woke up trying to remember what I did a day prior and it took me 1-2 minutes to remember that I went to a shop that I love with my mom and we had fun. During the time I tried to remember I had to stop a few seconds 2 times because it triggered my dizziness. Now the dizziness is non stop with exacerbations on effort. On Christmas I was laughing, dancing and jumping with my lil cousin and I had a dizzy spell. That‘s when my symptoms weren’t so bad, only very occasional. It got progressively worse to the poin of being continuous.

My heart is healthy, i had an echography and EKG done and everything is fine. I tend to be on the lower side with blood pressure but still normal.

Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and help me.