Thank you for your kind words. I definitely have groups of hours where I feel no fear or anxiety about my health. The panic creeps into my dreams, and is hand in hand with me as I read articles and research studies that describe the many potential negative outcomes of various treatment options. I’m trying to practice meditation and journaling in an effort to calm my stress. I recognize that my odds for good surgical outcomes can be improved by a positive attitude. I’m working on it, and I really appreciate the support I’ve received from Connect members.