C'mon Lori, buck up! You know you have to move ahead on this Because you are doing your very best to do what is right FOR YOU. The results are not in your hands, you just have to take the plunge. Anyone in your shoes would be worried of course. That is why you leave it in God's hands and accept the result that he has in mind for you. Don't fret. You are going to be fine. Linda and I will toast your success next Thursday (just one week!). Hank