this is similar to my life as an autistic .including the physical and emotional and verbal abuse by my father and uncle to cure me and to control me from the view children are seen and never ever heard from being English. I was also buggared by my uncle or sexually abused .i was isolated mocked belittled and retreated to my studies and be a really good student friends were very hard to acquire and even at uni .i was always looking in from the outside and in a song, all my life is a circle .i agree with position we arent a disease and cant be cured by vaccines we are a neurological condition and the comorbidities that form with the extra synapses neurone s change s in biochemistry and constant flooding of the hippocampus and by the adrenal gland hormone epinephrine when we are in constant flight or fright programme