@watercolor8 Welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. Mayo Clinic Connect is a place to give and receive support.

You feel trapped regarding your medications. You mentioned that you have been diagnosed with dystonia and akathisia. As you know dystonia and akathisia are movement disorders that may be associated with the use of antipsychotic medications.

You may find the depression and anxiety and mental health group helpful. I have linked those groups below.

- Depression & Anxiety https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/depression-anxiety/

- Mental Health https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/mental-health/

I'm wondering if you would tell me a bit more about your situation and background so that I can try and connect you with members that may have experience with what you are going through?