Yes, I started to feel like I am going towards the mixed/manic state AGAIN and my psychiatrist put me on Trileptal on Friday. I am concerned with EVERY drug I take because all of them seem to give me horrible side effects......if something can go wrong, it does. And I am scared. Plus, I am in such bad shape a lot of the warnings they tell you to watch I already have so I don't know when the med is making me worse until I am so far into it and end up TOTALLY messed up even worse. It's so complicated. My body hates all meds it seems (hence ECT treatment which was HORRIBLE and traumatizing). So complicated and scary. Just afraid.

Thank you.