Dear a2dc2dc
Of course you are scared! The symptoms you describe are interfering with your life and piece of mind and you don't have any answers. From my own experience I know that worry and fear can be isolating. It takes over our ability to center and ground ourselves in the other important parts of our lives. I wanted to acknowledge your emotional experience. That acknowledgement for me was difficult to find. I truly believe in the mind-body-spirit connection. Meditatation and studying Healing Touch and Reiki are helping me realize what is important. I hope you find answers soon and in the meantime, find someone/someways to care for your emotional health that work for you.
Susan