@hopeful33250 First and foremost, my life and my future are in the hands of a powerful and loving God. With him by my side I can handle anything. Still at this time the hardest part is the uncertainty and the waiting. I know my tumors and lymph nodes are larger than they were in February. Don t know if that is the result of radiation or if they are growing. I won't really know until I get another PET scan in 3 months. Meanwhile, I thank God and will celebrate every day of life he gives me.