Truth be told I don’t think the Effexor has ever worked. And now I’m stuck with a gradual taper off of something that already does not work.. lotsa little ups and down and I find myself having to take life hour by hour... and invoking my strategies more often than not..

Also Because of this feeling of disconnectedness and de realism I feel like my life is passing me by and I’m missing my kids growing up.(even thought I’m there every step and go out of my way to be involved.. just I’ll at ease, fragile to certain topics like any unfairness in the world poverty l, child abuse, these topics will cause an anxiety attack and then linger for days.. I hate being sensitive, I’m usually aloof more often than not🤪