thanks – after being brave and honest about having clippers and getting here to meet you all, I retreated… too much painful honestly. So – I threw myself into a fundraiser for daughter's school to avoid thinking about Clippers for a few weeks. now I'm getting prepared to come back in…. I find this part of my identity very difficult to integrate – and so – this is a long journey of leaning in.. and leaning out/denial… thanks for being patient with me…