thanks - after being brave and honest about having clippers and getting here to meet you all, I retreated... too much painful honestly. So - I threw myself into a fundraiser for daughter's school to avoid thinking about Clippers for a few weeks. now I'm getting prepared to come back in.... I find this part of my identity very difficult to integrate - and so - this is a long journey of leaning in.. and leaning out/denial... thanks for being patient with me...