I so badly want to turn to my faith but I’ve been struggling with feeling like I’ve lost it. I’m very angry and I take it out on God (I know he can handle it). But I’m generally just pissed at everything. I can still feel positive going into new rounds because I *DO* still have hope, but a lot of anger too. To cope I listen to music (the louder the better!), podcasts, I read, I travel, I surround myself with friends that make me laugh, I spend a lot of time outdoors (Duluth is good for that!). It doesn’t “work” all the time but it helps pass the time and distract and as you all know, there is a lot of empty time to pass in IVF.