@horselover7216 - Hi! I have followed your posts and conversations. I understand that you are very sick with possible autoimmune encephalitis- correct? I’m so impressed with your detailed posts- it must be very hard - but you are angry and that helps you trying to find out how to get better. Encephalitis of any kind will cause panic in your central nervous system. I also understand that all testing you have had still does not pinpoint the cause. I had hallucinations like yours once/ after a surgery where I from unknown causes got fluid in my lungs and less oxygen to the brain.
The impression I get is that you don’t understand why you get all these problems- such as inability to urinate and fecal incontinence in addition to everything else. What I would do- if I were you- is asking the doctors- especially the neurologist- why each symptom occurs- write questions down and write down answers- or have someone write for you- so you can go over these answers when you get confused and angry. I so hope for you that you get back to normal soon!!