@lorirenee1, In the Mayo Connect forum there is no visual or audio input. We just have words to express our sadness, our dismay, or the difference between wondering and wandering in our mind. If it were not so true, you would have certainly qualified for an academy award with that post. I hope you are feeling much better. Let's make tomorrow an up day. Do you watch the barometric pressure? Does it affect your resilence?

Before I forget, I would like to ask if your CBD comments were actual or just adding emphasis to the lament. It seems like there are a number of members researching, exploring and experimenting with CBD. Actually, CBD, as in medical cannabis, has no psychotropic capabilities. You cannot get high on pure cannabidiol (CBD). From your description, you may have encountered something other than CBD. As @jimhd wrote, be careful and do your homework. Tomorrow, may you be free of suffering and enjoy mother nature's gift of Fall color. Chris