Hi. I live in Washington State too. I've read some bad things about Fairfax especially. It was in The Seattle Times. However, I would suggest trying Harborview. They seem to deal with many things and have a goid reputation. You just need a goid therapist to help you. I've had clinical depression. It's awful. Every life is important and you are here for a reason. What seems impossible now, CAN CHANGE. You need hope and love. You can type to me. Hang in there. You're worth it! I'm worth it! I am dealing with chronic pain and OA in my knees. It's a grieving process. I cry often, but keep trying. Talking is the first step, especially with people who have been there.